Wednesday, October 29, 2008

the calf path

The Calf Path
written by Sam Walter Foss

One day, through the primeval wood,
A calf walked home, as good calves should;
But made a trail all bent askew,
A crooked trail as all calves do.
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Since then three hundred years have fled,
And, I infer, the calf is dead.
But still he left behind his trail,
And thereby hangs my moral tale
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The trail was taken up next day
By a lone dog that passed that way;
And then a wise bell-wether sheep
Pursued the trail o're vale and steep,
And drew the flock behind him, too,
As good bell-wethers always do.
And from that day, o'er hill and glade,
Through those old woods a path was made.
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And many men wound in and out,
And dodged, and turned, and bent about
And uttered words of righteous wrath
Because 'twas such a crooked path.
But still they followed - do not laugh -
The first migrations of that calf,
And through this winding wood-way stalked,
Because he wobbled when he walked.
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This forest path became a lane,
That bent, and turned, and turned again;
This crooked lane became a road,
Where many a poor horse with his load
Toiled on beneath the burning sun,
And traveled some three miles in one.
And thus a century and a half
They trod the footsteps of that calf.
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The years passed on in swiftness fleet,
The road became a village street;
And this, before men were aware,
A city's crowded thoroughfare;
And soon the central street was this
Of a renowned metropolis;
And men two centuries and a half
Trod in the footsteps of that calf.
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Each day a hundred thousand rout
Followed the zigzag calf about;
And o'er his crooked journey went
The traffic of a continent.
A hundred thousand men were led
By one calf near three centuries dead.
They followed still his crooked way,
And lost one hundred years a day;
For thus such reverence is lent
To well-established precedent.
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A moral lesson this might teach,
Were I ordained and called to preach;
For men are prone to go it blind
Along the calf-paths of the mind,
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And work away from sun to sun
To do what other men have done.
They follow in the beaten track,
And out and in, and forth and back,
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And still their devious course pursue,
To keep the path that others do.
They keep the path a sacred groove,
Along which all their lives they move.
But how the wise old wood-gods laugh,
Who saw the first primeval calf!
Ah! Many things this tale might teach -
But I am not ordained to preach.
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[taken from the book Pagan Christianity]

change

The leaves have changed to a glowing red, yellow and orange that set the mountains ablaze. The cold winds and heavy clouds that brought in a blanket of snowfall are now replaced with a warm autumn sun and endless blue skies. I love fall, and for more than the pumpkin patches and Nebraska football games - but for the change. It is an entire season of change, and that fasinates me.

I too am in a season of change.

My colors are changing and I'm learning how to let go of the branches I've clung to. My ideas and perspectives and places of comfort have been shifting, like I'm learning who I am all over again. Not only is this a season of change, but I've felt like God has been telling me this is a season of discovery. I'm peeling away the layers to discover what my true identity is, what I'm created for and what I want to do with this thing called life. It's a hard journey, but one I'm so glad I chose to embark on, instead of letting someone decide it for me.

As I'm watching the beautiful Colorado landscape change, I'm forced to sit back and reflect on my own change this semester. Just in the past 6 weeks I (or circumstances) have changed my:
> roommates > political views > nose
> friendships > view of the church > outreach dates and locations
> diet > future plans > romantic relationships & expectations
> direction in life

It seems that the only consistency in my life has been change. But isn't that true for all of us? We're all changing - if it's hair, a job, a city or an entire worldview. When I become unwilling to learn and adapt; to change - then I stand on a shaky ground of absolutes I've built for myself. Change is scary. It's beautiful. And there's high risk involved. God, thank you so much for not allowing me to settle with who and where I was, but gently challenging me to change.

& thank you for beautiful, warm fall days.